2 Cor. 3: 18 But we all, with open face beholding as in a
glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to
glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.
Change is washing over me. I feel as if I’m standing under a
waterfall and the Light shining in every drop of water is infusing into my
spirit, changing me. I’ve been through these instances in my life many times,
as you can imagine, but this one is stronger and the water more forceful.
Much of it began ten years ago when I took the leap and left
all my belongings behind, my past was left there and I rarely look back. Then Grace happened in the following years.
Not only the Grace of God (through Roundgrove UCC) but Grace Church happened.
Adam was an instrument used by God to get us to attend this church and our
lives have been in a spiral of change ever since.
Then a few weeks ago I felt as if something was missing in
my life. I was feeling unuseful, for lack of a better word. I was feeling like
I was just here going through the motions of life and not really taking any
steps to change. Then the step happened, physically and spiritually, and then
it was all climbing uphill, one step at a time. I prayed, as usual. My prayer?
Make use of me.
We were at church a few weeks ago and our pastor informed
all of us that there was an Efree website set up where all of us members could
be in contact with each other, tidbits about the happenings at the church, post
prayer request, or offer to pray for someone.
Thus began a moment of change. I had joined a prayer group
on Facebook quite a few months ago (5 or 6), asked to join by a sister in
Christ. I leaped at the chance to be able to bow my head in prayer and lift
people up through Christ while doing so. I take prayer very serious, as I know
that mere words are not enough. Prayer is the healing medicine that the Lord
rains on individuals. I’ve experienced the healing so I know of a prayers
worth.
1 Kgs. 8:28 Yet have thou respect unto the prayer of thy
servant, and to his supplication, O LORD my God, to hearken unto the cry and to
the prayer, which thy servant prayeth before thee to day:
Prayer is more than a word. When the church offered us the
chance to be Prayer Warriors for our body of believers, I felt like God was
answering my prayer. I now felt useful, maybe not in a physical sense, but He
was using me spiritually to pray for people in need.
2 Chron. 6:40 Now, my God, let, I beseech thee, thine eyes
be open, and let thine ears be attent unto the prayer that is made in this
place.
That was my binding decision in changing my blog name. With
the old name, I didn’t feel I was being true to myself and to God’s intention
for my life. One step, one change, and thus the flowing of water began.
Do you ever feel like you’re in a rut? Same ol’ same ol’ and
nothing is happening? You’ve asked for prayer but just don’t feel like they’re
being answered? Have you tried changing something spiritually about yourself?
No? Then this is why you feel nothing is working. You need to be open to
spiritual change, drastic change, to EVER feel the rushing water flowing over
your entire being.
Try it. Get back to me and let me know how it worked out for
you.
This from another friend about my writing of the poem,
‘Free’: “Such a beautiful witness, Joni. I'm humbled that I could've somehow
provided a bit of inspiration for you to pen this testimony to your salvation!
God bless you.”
I do believe I’m finally doing what the Lord intended.
John 4:23
But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the
Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him.
