Back in the saddle…again.
So all my blog followers know, I fell off the horse
(metaphorically speaking) and have to get back in the saddle. I was hit pretty
hard in the writing gut, and I didn’t want to come back to the writing world.
But as all of you know (that are writers) you can’t just brush it off like lint
on a sweater.
No, writing is in your blood whether your want it to be or
not. It will pull and tug at you until you put SOMETHING, anything on
paper/computer. It’s been calling me slowly back and my poetry is what I
started with as you can see with some of my recent posts of poems.
I’ve had ideas for blog posts swirling in my head like a mad
twister crossing the farm. I want to take it slowly and that is why I’m
starting with poetry. My poetry is closer to me than any fiction tale I could
write. I figure if my beau can get published, just for the fun of it, I think I
can intentionally try, right?
I tried taking the f2k class offered from WVU back in June,
but my son needed an emergency procedure done, taking six weeks healing time
and that cut me right out of the f2k session. I won’t apologize for putting my
son first before writing, since no one else on this God’s green earth thinks of
him, I most certainly do! Yes my writing is important to me, but always, my son
comes first.
I figured with him getting back to school, his senior year I
might add, I thought now would be a fine time to get back into writing. I
started with, to me, some cheesy crappy poems, next up some blog posts, and
then I’ll work on getting something published.
There ya go, I’ve set goals for myself and I think that is
all-important to accomplishing things, whether it’s writing or cleaning the
house. I’d like to get back to my other blog of the story of my life too. It
hit too close to home and dredged up some bitter memories for me, so I halted
it, feeling I was divulging too much. When you write too truthfully that it
hurts, then it’s time to step back and take a break.
With fall and cooler weather headed my way, I won’t be relinquished
to mowing, vacuuming and cleaning, days on end! I think I’ve got OCPD, (not
to be confused with the repetitive actions of OCD) OCPD just means I have a
Compulsive Personality disorder, among other things wrong with me. I love it
clean and luckily my beau does too, so we’re both clean freaks!
While my house is ‘walk-in unexpectedly’ clean, I can now
focus more on my writing. I’m sure y’all will benefit from it too. I’m also
sure y’all have heard it before but remember, I was coming from a very hurt
place and now I feel I’m more healed and ready than ever. I’m not doing it for
comments, I’m doing it for ME!
