Acts 5:20 Go, stand and speak in the temple to the people
all the words of this life.
Well as many spent their New Year’s Day sitting on facebook,
tweeting on twitter, wasting a new day and the beginning of a new year, I was
being productive and dismantling Christmas.
New calendars were hung and the first picture of the New
Year? A Cardinal. That glorious red bird that visits me when he can is now on
my wall for at least a month. That brought a smile to my face.
I sure get a lot done working with my disabled body. As I
wrapped ornaments, snowmen and all, to be put away while Adam was unstringing lights from the tree and
Christmas was slowly being sucked out of the house. By the end of the day my
body was screaming in pain, not because Christmas was melting into the boxes
not to be seen for another year, but because I try to do too much in a crippled
body.
I woke thinking the day was going to be something special;
that all the revelers knew something that I didn’t. I realized that I’m alone
in the world of zombies. I woke to find it was a new day, the same as the day
before, just a new calendar. The only thing that is going to change is me. I
have to make some changes this year. This is not a resolution, this is a part
of my continued soul searching and where it is leading me. There sure isn’t anyone going
to do it for me.
1 Peter 4: 16 Yet if any man suffer as a Christian,
let him not be ashamed; but let him glorify God on this behalf.
The scripture above says a lot to me. While I’m not ashamed
of my Christian beliefs, what I am ashamed of is how loosely based the term
Christian is used. People who fear Christ, fear salvation, fear being born
again call themselves Christians. I have to laugh out loud when I hear/read
“Christians fear Christ” in the same sentence.
The reasons people fear Christ is because they haven’t
opened themselves up to the POWER of the Holy SPIRIT of Christ. They call
themselves Christians without even knowing what spirituality is because that’s
some far flung belief from old.
My path is leading me away. Not that I sit in judgment of
man because I know full well I am not one to judge people for misunderstanding,
I’m just done with justifying and excusing them for not having the strength to
seek out and find the spirit within them. For all intents and purposes, they
seek what is on the outside. They will have to answer to their god one day,
too.
Life after death. My new calendar year, as so many others in
the past, will have me seeking. What will become of me in my life after death
has drawn interest in me. I am not focusing on the here and now because all of
this will be gone in a blink of the eye. What will be left of us? Our bare
naked souls.
I’ve opened a wounded soul and seek out healing. I cannot
pretend that my popularity and friendships will walk me through the gates of
heaven. I will not put on a show of wondrous works to walk me through the
Pearly Gates because I KNOW, nothing of this earth is going with me when I come
face to face with God Himself! The only thing that will be exposed is my conscience.
I will walk with no guilt or shame when the portal opens. My
clothes will be peeled from me, my skin shed and I must stand in front of God
exposed. You know, I try to live every single day as if I’m standing exposed in
front of God. Maybe if more people believed in God, and more people took the
seriousness of their life after death, the world would not live in fear of
Christ or His words, they would fear their eternal life.
No scientist is going to verify any fact that hasn’t been
granted to me by knowing the Spirit of Christ. When we walk in the Spirit,
there is no room for doubts and fears. And when people wake up and realize that
being a Christian is MORE than just a name to call yourself, more than just a
religious faith, more than any human mind can comprehend, then and only then
will they be justified in calling themselves a Christian. A Christian is a
disciple of CHRIST. Nothing more and nothing less.
May the Spirit of God be with you all!
Acts 11:23 Who, when he came, and had seen the
grace of God, was glad, and exhorted them all, that with purpose of heart they
would cleave unto the Lord.
[24] For he was a good man, and full of the Holy Ghost and of faith: and much
people was added unto the Lord.
[25] Then departed Barnabas to Tarsus, for to seek Saul:
[26] And when he had found him, he brought him unto Antioch. And it came to
pass, that a whole year they assembled themselves with the church, and taught
much people. And the disciples were called Christians first in Antioch.
